Time—thinking—
is my fear of feeling
what I feel right now
—being—
in the present moment.
Psychological time is the root cause
of my addictions, avoiding
the illusion of mental suffering.
So now, I kill some time,
one day at a time,
feeling what I feel
—being—
joyful in understanding,
not avoiding the truth.
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My heart hurts today, but I am thankful because six years ago when I checked into CeDAR, only my head hurt because I had lost all connection with feeling in my heart.
My mind is constantly craving to be something real, ignorant that it will forever be powerless.
Now, my true Self no longer introduces my self-ego as a “wanna-be real” alcoholic!
